I was listening to First Love in imeem, when something caught my attention. I seriously agree with it. Though somehow its abit vague. Let's check out.

NO GIRLS DESERVE THIS

Girl: Hey
Boy: What?
Girl: I really like you. And I...Ithink I'm falling in love with you.
Boy: Ok...
Girl: What do you mean "ok"?
Boy: I don't like you like that...
Girl: Why not?
Boy: I can't tell you... maybe anothertime ...

From then on, the girl kept asking theboy "Why not?" whenever she saw him,
and he kept answering the same answer of "I'll tell you later."

Finally the girl got fed up.

Girl: I'm tired of this! Tell me whyyou don't like me!
Boy: Do you really wanna know why ?
Girl: Yes!
Boy: It's because you're uglier than freak! What's the point of going out with someone when they're not pretty?!

(The nerve!! soo superficial!!)
Gi rl: But... I...

Boy: Just shut up and leave me alone!

The boy leaves and the girl is sittingthere alone, crying her heart out.

Then her cell phone rings.
Girl: Hello?
Mom: Sweetheart? I want you to gohome, ok? I'll be home from work in a few hours.
Girl: Alright Mom.
Mom: I love you.
Girl: I love you too, Mom.
Mom: Bye Bye.
Girl: Bye

The girl heads home and once she got there, she went in the bathroom and looked at herself in the mirror.

Girl: I'm not pretty enough...

She set to work, knowing fully well what she was going to do.
2hourslater, her Mom came home andheard the bath water running.
She went upstairs to find the hallway floodedso she knocked on the door.

Mom: Honey? Are you alright?

She opened the door and was shocked at the site. The bath was overflowing onto the floor, and the water wastinted red. She walked over to seewhat was inside and screamed. There,her little girl was lying with cutsall over her face and wrists. Her Mombacked away and was going to run tocall the police when something caughther eye. On the mirror were thesewords written in blood:

"Am I pretty enough now?"

No one deserves to be told that by someone they love. A person's appearance doesn't count.What counts is their heart inside of them and their personality. No one wants to betold they're not good enough...


That;s the whole story. Guys, dont you bully girls like this. Girls' heart are sensitive. Even they dont express it out sometimes, they do mind stuff.

p.s Bernie is a Blue Belle

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[i'll apologise for any broken, spelling errors or funny language, ya know what's that? Its BERNIE'S lang, thanks.]

I realise how 'often' i wish ppl's birthday on my blog. But now i'll remember & try to! Anyway Happy birthday, yuxuan! Im really sorry that i cant celebrate with you on your very special day. Maybe you wanna fly here to visit me? haha. I hope you spend your day well, have fun. I've heard that fang, jo & san went all the way down to your house to celebrate with you. Well, im touched too. I hope they do that to me! [haha, kidding!] But i know you were happy on your special day, i just wanna wish you again, okay? HAPPY BIRTHDAY YUXUAN! I miss you!

&& I wanna tell you an emotional thing, i really wanna thank you for whatever things you did to me or for me. Ya, though i dont mention, but i really really wanna thank you. From the day when we start talking abt hong kong drama serials to getting closer in class, to sitting nx to each other, to watch movie together, to form a clique when we can laugh ourselves out loud. Cos im here, you might or cant share your stuff with me, but i just wanna say, whenever you feel like you need someone, i'll be here. Just email me or sth [dont email the msn email, i'll tell you another day!] Once again, take care & do your best in design, okay? Love!

Fang, san, jo, once again, i wanna thanks the 3 of you to come to the airport to send me off. Although, i dont really mention it out or sth, i hope you guys know that deep in my heart, i really appreciate it. Though, we've been closed since sec3 or 4 only, we;re still friends & the friendship we're gonna treasure together. Maybe in few years time, you all are gonna forget me, but i tell you, i wont. Just remember, take care in spore! i'll visit you all whenever i can.

Tingxi, thanks for coming to the airport. Seriously i thought you cant or wont. But thanks, im really touched. Remember what i tell you, take care & do well in school. Whenever you feel stressed, think of me here, who;s more pressurized than you, then MAYBE, you'll feel better!

Ruiling, i know you wanna come, but you cant. Its okay & alright. I know that you're willing to come, already makes me happy. After lots of things happen, i have only one thing to say, ' We;re friends. Friends that will talk to each other whenever we have problem, whenever you need someone. Whenever i need someone, i;ll find you, If i have problems, i;ll find you. I hope you feel the same. Like what i say, maybe in few years time, we;re gonna forget each other, but i will not forget the times we once spent together. Take care, buddy!

I've receive your mail. But for the time being, i dont have time to reply you, as i have 3 tests coming up next week. I have to score well in order to prove to everyone i can do it! haha. But now i jsut summarise what i wanna tell you, & return your mail asap? Yup, i will & remember what you said. & im doing & trying to. I will not be the one who sulks alone. Im currently staying with a clique. Though, its all msians & sporean, i will continue to do what im doing & i'll stay cheerful, okay? No worries. I dont know whether you're doing well or not, but jsut stay cheerful too? If not, im gonna cry back & look for you! I return your mail soon, love.

Are you alright? Still busy with touch Rugby? I saw your pm in msn, playing hard & tough? Well, no matter what, take care of yourself, dont injure yourself. Its really a tough game though. Having a friend i know since 6 years old & still contacting now, its a very valuable friendship. I dont know if you still remember, you text me a long msg telling me how you feel abt our friendship. I was really shocked of what you said, & touched. Even though, my phone msg memory keep going full, but i never ever think of deleting your msg. Once in a while, i;ll still look at it & smile at myself. I dont know why, but i just like reading it. & I wanna say, in the airport, it was hard to bear apart with you. I really hope that im not leaving too so i wont have to miss all of you. Im gonna miss the times when we still can hang out together to have lunch, or stay at one of our houses to bitch abt ppl. haha. Im just hoping you're doing well. Anything, mail me too? Im so worried abt you la, compared to others, i dont know too. haha. LOVE!!

omg! someone's studying in my fav course in SP. Since i come here, i haven really talk to you, no matter its msn or friendster. Maybe you're busy, maybe im busy, but we just haven chat. I've known you for 9-10 years. Though in the middle, we wasnt that close, but arent we getting better now? Since sec 3, we were in same stream, have tuition together, going to each other places several times a week. That's when we spend time together, talking & do silly stuff. If im not here now, both of us are even studying together in sp. We stay so near, our parents are also friends. I cant think of a way to run away from you? haha. I remember you tell me sth when you were staying in spore. You tell me stuff that makes me hesitated to come here. Though what you said was right & did happen, i thinks its when we grow up & learn. Its indeed hard to pass through, but im still getting used to it. I just wanna say, thanks for telling me before hand as its true. I've remember what you said over the phone. I hope you're alright too. Are you still staying in spore? I've heard from my sis that that day, all of them went to your house to eat dinner together. Some funny stuff like your dad jumps into the pond, i also know. I hope you have fun. Feeling not so pressurize compared to sajc? Let me know, okay? Update me with your life! Misses!

I have pictures to show when i went out with Yin, a lovely girl which i enjoys to go out with here. She;s friendly, kind & whichever good values can be used on her! I'll show it to you guys soon. I have like tons of homework waiting for me, revision notes staring at me, but i just wanna express what i wanna say. I have lots of words to tell to everyone too. But i just dont have the time. But trust me, if you ever tell me sth, of wish me or blessed me, or even jsut think abt me, i know, i appreciate it & thank you for it. If really there;s, sth i cant do for you, email me, my friend! I;ll miss all you guys out there. I jsut hope you all dont forget me!

[i reply the tag here]
Elrin, i receive your msg from msn. Thanks girl!
Ailin, I will stay strong! :D Thanks
Chloe, i miss you too!
Ruiling: i will work hard, study & do my best!
Zhen Kang, i miss 4e3 too. At least i get to see you all everyday. i'll work hard!
Yuting thanks for missing me. I do too!
Sing yee: Thanks for your lovely comments & advice. Pardon me, which sing yee are you?
Miao hui, I'll take care of myself. No worries. Thanks girl! :D
Kim Keat, I'll go ping pong here & strive for my best! :D
FAKE Bernie, sorry for not replying your msgs, im doing fine. Thanks & i miss you :(

P.S 3B, i have no time to reply. Btw, i got your lame msgs from dad's no. haha. ya, i will try not to miss you guys! Loves & misses*

Wanna know how's my life in Perth now? Be prepared to read!

The story starts with a girl name Bernie. She has a guy name & sometimes in school, teachers will call out the name & look at the boys' crowd. Feel sad for her. But she dont mind, she will go 'Yup!' Then the teacher will go ' oh, this is bernie.' Bernie is living in a cosy house which is only 15 mins away from school. She's the luckiest compared to other students as they have to travel an hour to reach home. In this house, there's a lovely couple, uncle teoh & aunt gin. They do all the washing & cooking in the house. Their job is to make sure im safe & care abt me. Their son, Ken, pure australian is a nice boy but doesnt talk much. Maybe he's shy or maybe he doenst like to talk to strangers. First day at home, Bernie introduced to himself first, he goes, 'hi' too. Funny & awkward. haha. Ken brought bernie to UWA one day too. He teaches her how to go there. Lucky they manage to talk abit. Bernie has a japanese guy as a housemate. Cute but wont talk too. Believe bernie, she hasnt talk to him since day 1. He's a great eater & will steal my food [kidding]. David, from china, is bernie another weird housemate. Wont talk to her too. Since day 1, she manage to say hi only. He's an owl too. Go northbridge or clubbing everynight, smoking. Bad bad bad. Lastly, china girl, Rita, a lovely girl who brings bernie around, teach her how to take buses & remember routes, bernie chaperon to school everyday, & a friend to laugh together. That;s how boring bernie can say.

Since it's getting cold now, bernie gets hungry very easily, which is bad. She have spend lots of money & tibits. & the stuff here are ex! BUT bernie has to slim down asap too. WHY?

BECAUSE SHE HAS A UPCOMING BALL! 6TH JUNE. Anyone wanna know the theme?
MASQUERADE! [SCREAM, BEV!] Bernie gets to go back to the old english & venice days. She gets to wear a mask & put on a stunning dress to a ball. && she'll be in a limousine. How cool is it? Yup yup, so she has to slim down. But bernie doesnt know if she required a man chaperon to attend the ball. If she does, then she needs to go & ask ppl, ' Will you be my lord tonight?' God! She;s not going to do that. Well, let's see first. Changes might be made.

Bernie's gotta end here as she's preparing to have dinner with my guardian, rita & the bunch of weird guys. She's coming back soon!

P.P.S. Bernie is feeling lovely today! :D