I love you, I love you, I swear I do, I hate you, I hate you, I swear that's true.
I wish you'd go away, I wish you'd stay,I wish, I wish, you'd go away.
If you ever wonder why im here, then you dont understand me. Overcoming the fear isnt as simple as talking & thinking
-- bernie
8:50 AM
Saturday, July 21, 2007
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Every day can be a beautiful day.Just take a look around you and think about all of the wonderful things you have to be thankful for…the sunshine, roses, laughter, closes friends, family, music, and beautiful dreams. The storm is never half as bad as it seems.Don't let the rain ruin your day.When the dark clouds move in,just smile, because the good times are on the way.
Busy preparing myself for the prelim. Hope i can be back soon ! Take care, davie
bernie
4:41 AM
Tuesday, July 17, 2007
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You're special, aren't you ?
I liked the way you smile at me, It reminds me of warmth in the winter, But I hate it every time you take it away, Because it tears my heart into two at the same time.
I liked the way your hair smells As it reminds me of your personality, And I hate it always, When you turn and walk away from me.
I liked the way you talk to me, And I hated it when we started arguing, Because of some silly disagreement, And when you rain on me blows to keep me obedient.
I liked the way you looked at me, As your eyes filled with sincerity and hope, And by taking those eyes away, You put me deep within the gloom.
I liked the way you were yourself, Because that's what makes you special, But after each argument with you, I'm starting to wonder whether it's still true.
gloom
partial or total darkness
3:00 AM
Sunday, July 15, 2007
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The previous blogskin have some problem. So i have to change one. I think its gonna be the final one, provided that there's no problem. Its quite tiring as my blog always have problem ! But anyway i love this skin too. O level Listening Compre tomorrow !
Good Lucks Pals !
bernie
6:23 AM
Saturday, July 14, 2007
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Fear is the greatest evil - Bernie
Dear davie, today was a pretty hard day for me. Early in the morning, i have tuiton. Altho, i get to learn something, it's still quite tiring. When i have told myself i have to get on diet, i eat quite alot. I skip lunch, which turn out to eat more during dinner. My grandma cook alot of porkie foods ! Maybe elderly people love those food, but i seriously think that she should cut down the oil. Spending the whole afternoon doing work, isnt a really tring thing. But just, today isnt the best day for me to study. Suddenly felt that my English s*** again. Maybe because i cant write well. I jolly well need a dictionary or thesaurus by my side. Ms gomez said that i can speak well, but when it comes to writing, she said 'bleah !' So what does it means ? Obviously, i know what should i do. O level is around the corner. Do wish i can get 8 points. As i have bet with Samuel & Augustin. Make sure, you guys take your words seriously ! Gotta put in more effort studying !
Lastly, i miss Jamie. She wont be reading this as she doesnt even know. But she's the one that motivates me to study ! Miss ya, jamie ! Hope you do well this year (which she obviously able to do that)
be back soon bernie
4:31 AM
Tuesday, July 10, 2007
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Shopping ! Outside paragon Ms whities !
Married !
my uncle & my new aunt !
haha. do they look nervous ?
dad signing the ___. He's the i-do-not-know-what's-called. (but he's the eldest cos my grandfather had died long ago !)
exchanging of rings ! We shall pronounce them husband & wife !
bernie, dad & beverly
I feel like marrying too ! ps. can you see my aunts gossiping at the back ? haha
Davie, Im back. 07.07.07, i went to ROM. My uncle is married ! Finally ! He's like 40+. Although my relationship with him isnt very good, but at least i know he's pretty happy on that day. When i was there, there was 77 couples married on the same day too. Maybe people love the date. I bet next year, 08.08.08 or the year after, 09.09.09, there will have even more couples marrying on that day ! If you're there, you can feel the 'love' in those newly-wed couples. So I was like 'I want to marry to !!' Haha. If you people wonder, where's my mother, she's in overseas. So she cant attend my uncle's wedding. She missed it ! But the next day, 08.07.07, we went to pick her. On the way to the airport, we went shopping. My sisters and I simply love shopping. We went to paragon & look for my crumpler bag !! My dad intend to give it to me as my birthday present. But after much consideration, i decide to buy it myself. Sometimes, its better to spend your own money buying your faves things, so you will treasure it more. We went to eat DIN TAI FUNG ! My favourite restaurant ! I love the xiao long bao there. It's worth eating.Mum bought me nothing, cos she was pretty busy over there. She owe me a phone !
*Anyway Im on diet ! My uncle is planning his wedding dinner next month. So i have to lose SOME weight in order to look 'nice' in those outfits ! He maybe gonna organised it in the church ! Looking forward to it ! P.S please dont show me chocolates, sweets or bread. If not, my diet plan will be unsuccessful !
Lastly, im watching Harry Potter on Friday night !! Daniel Radcliffe ! Love him. Rupert Grint is cute & i love the twin brothers ! Maybe fred is mine, or george ? Hermione is gorgeous !
Be back soon, bernie
3:05 AM
Thursday, July 05, 2007
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Thanks to those who wish me ! I really appreciate it ! And those who gave me presents, thanks again !
I'm back. My birthday is finally over. I have lots of fun ! Celebrating with girlfriends and family will always be the best choice. I've receive lots of present too. Left xi fang's ? haha. (joking, xi fang !) Anyway i have three birthday cakes, which means i get to wish 3 times. In total, i cant believe that i have 8 wishes ! Normally, people will have only three wishes. But i have 8 ! That's me. So basically, on my birthday, i get to eat at 'NEW HONG KONG' restaurant which my parents used to have their wedding dinner there. Our dinner was joined by our grandmother and aunt. I just cant stand aunt. She's really irritating sometimes. But too bad, mum loves her. So when we were there, dad order one abalone for me. Im 'bao yi' and abalone is 'bao yu'. So we are sisters. When the dish came, everyone on the table was looking at me eating. as im the only one who gets to eat ! But the abalone doesnt really taste nice.Its abit raw and have a fishy smell. Luckily, i do not have stomachache after that !
On monday, we went KTV. But the previous night, i receive a message from ting xi. She said adrienne and her have to perform some charity show, so they cant come. I was pretty disappointing. Then on the the actual day, i receive a message fron ruiling. She said that her sis fall asick ! So that means left ginny and i ! It was really disappointing ! Then i suggest to watch rather than singing KTV as its gonna be so funny for two person to keep singing non-stop. But ginny insist on going. When we reach party world, ginny just said " Im ginny ! " And the guy straight away show us our rome ! I was just wondering what happen, and then i saw them ! Lee Ruiling, Chan Ting Xi & Adrienne Tan ! They lie to me ! but they gave me a surprise. I think it was Gny's idea. She's really smart at acting too ! She was lying to me all the way to KTV. Somemore, she uses some stupid excuses which she said she have a quarrel with her friend. & i believe too ! Maybe im too 'innocent' ! haha. But i was really shocked. They have planned everthing so well. Thanks GNY, RUILING, ARDIRENNE & TING XI !!!
Well, after my birthday, its time to study. I have only 100 days left to O levels ? Have to keep on studying then. NO MORE SLACKING ! Sports day is tomorrow ? Can i still run ?