There never was a bright day
Why?
Always gloomy

As if torrid rain clouds had taken over the sky
I sit to write to you but nothing comes
Through nights and nights my heart fondly recalls
Of the time we spent together
Good or bad things that were ever said or done
I try to remember

When your heart turned
Away from me
When the weather changed
From a warm evening breeze
To freezing rain

My heart breaks into pieces
Bringing me down to my knees

As tears flow freely down
Like autumn leaves
Forgotten
Not daring to scream out loud
Confusion, pain, and sorrow
Seem to be my only companions

These feelings I hid
Though in this life they seem to be
All that is left
But I still hope
You will erase
The reason why you felt the need

Many things happen this few days. That's the reason why i cant online and blog. But thanks to those who concern. Due to my previous post, if there is anything, anyone of you is unhappy, you may come and tell me. I wont mind. Prelim is in few weeks time. Pray hard to all gods. And lastly, tmr will be the release of O lvl Mt results. All the best to you guys. I will pray hard for you guys too. And world championhips is tmr, i get to see KKBH again. I have no mood to continue anymore. But at least,Im alright and happy ! See ya tmr in school. One more thing again, Im pretty lazy to post some pictures on the performance ( so sorry). You guys may wanna go my sis, Beverly's blog . Its interesting.

P.S maybe my sis is right, i shouldnt blog often. She keep reminding me that my prelims and Os are around the corner. So i will listen to her then (maybe)

gotta go,

bernie